Right now I don’t really know how I feel or how to describe my mood. This infuriates me to no end. I hate more than anything when I can’t pin point the reason for the pain in my life. It’s like, if I can describe it to myself, then maybe I can force my mind to either deal with it or get over it. But when I can’t, I just spend hours obsessing over it’s possible causes to the point that I create problems and more unnecessary heartache for myself because I’ve picked at ever little aspect of my life until I’ve found every possible flaw imaginable. I just hate this mood and I think I should come up with a name for it so I can just at least them know how I feel.